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Wednesday
Feb082017

Trade-offs in seminary timing

I'm taking two classes this semester, both taught by the same professor. Perhaps that is why I keep getting things mixed up in my head. Plus, I have classmates in both classes. This week in Theological Foundations, we are studying the Holy Spirit, something which includes reading a chapter from John MacArthur's Charismatic Chaos, and a chapter from D.A. Carson's Showing the Spirit. Carson's writing is much denser, and requires a lot more concentration, but it is worth the effort.

In my Moral Theology class, we are studying euthanasia and physician-assisted death. I have a case study this week to respond to as well as coming up with a response for our weekly discussion question, where I have to decide between two competing views of whether or not withdrawing water and nutrition from someone in a persistent vegetative state.

There have been times over the past week when I have forgotten which assignment I'm working on. Moral Theology is delivered partially through online forum and class time, whereas Theological Foundations is a weekly class. As I was reading about the persistent vegetative state matter, I was perplexed about a few things, and I comforted myself, "Well Dr. Fowler will go over this in class this week." Um, no. We don't meet on campus weekly. It was not like this when I was a first year university student and juggling five classes. I had an easier time remember what was what.

Yes, concentration can be affected as we age. The long and short of it is that for women, decreasing estrogen can affect concentration. Thankfully, I can still work very effectively in the morning, so while it's not always fun getting up at 5:00 a.m. (now that puppy has re-established my morning wake-up time) those two hours of work I get in before my husband gets up are usually very helpful.

A few days ago, I was reflecting on how different it may have been had I decided to attend seminary when I was younger. Instead of staying home with the kids, I would have taken a class here while they were in school. Would I have found it easier? Well, with small kids, I doubt it. The financial burden would have made it difficult as well. Had I attended seminary before having children, while time and concentration may have been better than now, would I have appreciated it?

Being an older student has its benefits. Not only do I have a bit more life experience to bring into some discussions (which is becoming evident in Moral Theology), but waiting for it as I have has made me appreciate this opportunity. I can't speak for younger students, but I know for myself that when I was younger, I probably would not have felt the same way. As we get older, we begin to appreciate more than things are not necessarily owed to us, but are, rather, gifts from God. Furthermore, because I am an older student, and I have been studying the Bible all along, my core Bible knowledge is very helpful. Also, I have been studying theology in the past few years, and that has helped in coming to terms with new concepts we're learning.

Unlike some younger students, I don't know as if I see anything in the future for me beyond getting a piece of paper that says I have completed the requirements for a degree. But the knowledge I am gaining will have been worth it. And if I had been a younger student, perhaps I would not have felt that way.

Friday
Feb032017

Seminary gets me out of the echo chamber

For many years, I knew very few women who liked to discuss theology; who were even all that interested in it. Yes, there were women I attended Bible study with, but I had a frustration with some of the directions the studies went: more about me than about God.

When I began homeschooling and visiting a parent forum, I met other like-minded women. Then I began blogging. Then there was Twitter and Facebook, and the rest, as they say, is history. Over time, though, I am afraid that I have been tempted to stay more within the circles with whom I agree, and shown reluctance to interact with those I disagree with. At times, there was criticism directed to those who went outside the circle. And in true female fashion, there was often the cold shoulder to the one who dared question the status quo. That discouraged me. I didn't want to be frozen out or or criticized. I'm afraid I have tended to live in a bit of an echo chamber, and it's something I'm trying to remedy.

It is not an quick or easy process. I am a creature of habit. Mentioning that I agree with something an egalitarian says may cause people to question if I have abandoned complementarianism (I am wondering if that word has gone the way of "evangelical" and has become meaningless) or even worse, *whisper* become a feminist. In the past couple of years, I have braved the waters and sampled from voices outside of the echo chamber in which I often take refuge. It's been very educational, and I have lost my fear that I will spontaneously combust if I read an egalitarian writer.

Going to seminary has really helpled in that regard. We are encouraged to read outside where our convictions may lie. We are encouraged to evaluate our presuppositions. My theology prof, in relation to the Trinity controversy, suggested we read all views, not just the ones by the popular writers. In addition, being in seminary takes me out of a strictly female, married with children venue. 

My theology class this semester has more women than lasts semester: there are five of us. One of the ladies is not originally from North America. There are men young enough to be my children, men with young families, retired men, and single women. It is more ethnically diverse than my own local church. This is what I like about this class. There are varieties of opinions and backgrounds. Yes, we all chose to attend this institution, and that probably says something about what we believe, but there are still differences in experience, and that means we all see things a little differently. And we can learn from one another. There are writers I read, both male and female, who attract large audiences to their writing who could learn from my classmates. And everyone is gracious, respectful, and kind. That isn't always the case when one gets her theology talk fix from social media.

Some may say I'm just in a different echo chamber, and that's partly true. All of us in the class are focused on a similar goal: getting a theological education. Every private group runs the risk of becoming an echo chamber. However, this group has provided a breath of fresh air for me, and I'm thankful to God for being able to interact regularly.

Monday
Jan162017

Biblical ethics demands good hermeneutics

On Saturday, I had a day long class in Moral Theolgy. One of the things we discussed was the use of biblical imperatives in making ethical decisions. Our prof read a variety of biblical imperative and asked us to, without giving it a lot of thought, raise our hands if we felt the bibilical imperative was one to be maintained universally. Here are some on that list:

Love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your strength (Deut. 6:5).

Stop drinking only water, and use a little wine because of your stomach and your frequent illnesses (I Tim. 5:23)

Now that I, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you should also wash one another's feet (John 13:14).

Women should remain silent in the churches (1 Cor. 14:34).

Some of them were very straightford, such as the first one. Others, like the verse in I Corthinthians require a little more context. As we discussed this matter further, many of the lessons I learned in hermeneutics last year came back to me. I was thankful that I'd already taken hermeneutics. I think anyone attending a seminary class ought to begin with hermeneutics. If the basis for our ethics and our doctrine is the Word of God, that we understand hermeneutical principles is crucial.

Hermeneutics is not the same as Bible study. Certainly, attending a Bible study is a good thing. Buying a Bible study book is a good thing. But sitting down and learning principles of interpretation is something else. If I'm going to buy someone's Bible study book, I want the writer to have at least pondered those issues at length. No, not everyone can go to seminary (which is why I would love to see churches offering hermeneutics classes for its congregants) but books are easily accesesible and are not expensive. 

I've already written about my favourite Bible study resources. I will say again here that my favourite introductory book is Journey into God's Word. Yes, it is written by a man, but I do not believe women must learn from women. If they can, that is great. However, I've yet to find a book written by a woman that provides what Journey into God's Word does. This notion that I can only buy books written by women because only women can "understand" my particular needs is, in my opinon, misguided, and possibly self-indulgent. I know a lot of women want to read books by women whom they think they could be friends with in real life. They want some kind of personal connection. I just want the knowledge the author can impart, whether she is a woman or not. 

Every day, we make ethical decisions. As Christians, we want to appeal to biblical imperatives. If we don't know how to interpret those imperatives, we will have bad moral theology. It really does come back to the Bible. If this is our standard, we ought to know it, and know it well. And we are not in a position where that is a difficult thing.

Friday
Dec162016

Bring in the reinforcements

Yesterday was the final exam in my theology class. It was an eventful morning. The day dawned cold and windy. We had significant windchills and some blowing snow. My older son was to drive me to school (cast is off, but it will be a while before I can drive) and bring me home. About ten minutes into our ride, his windshield wipers stopped working. This is a bad situation when there is blowing snow and salted roads. We pulled over to the shoulder, and with the wind whipping around him, he looked at the problem. End result: we called my other son who quite providentially was also home for a quick visit. He arrived with my car and was able to take me to school while other son turned around and went to the shop to have the car looked at.

About another ten minutes into this leg of the trip, traffic slowed down drastically; something not typical of this road. After waiting 45 minutes and traveling little more than a kilometer, we saw the emergency vehicles bring two very damaged cars. I'm thankful we weren't the ones in the accident. 

Thank goodness for cell phones. I emailed my prof and told him I would be late, and he was good with that. The exam ran from 9:00 a.m. to 10:30 a.m., and I arrived in the room at 10:00, with only three of the other students remaining. I was thankful to have arrived, limping along as I was. And now, I have a little break.

I was thinking about what I've learned this past semester, and I think what I've learned is not really anything entirely new. Sure, there are little factoids that I've learned here and there, but I'm familiar with the various doctrines we studied, because I have been reading theology for a while now. What has stood out to me the most is the things which have been re-inforced.

First, presuppositions. I knew going into this semester that pre-suppositions are important to consider and understand. I was reminded again about this as we read different views on doctrinal matters. Many times, I saw clearly that my understanding was more a function of my pre-suppositions than it was from anything studied. That is not surprising. We are all growing, and there are many things we believe because we have been told, and not because we've thought about it.

Second, Scripture. If people don't believe the same things about Scripture, the chance of consensus on anything is pretty unlikely. What we believe about what Scripture is determines how we approach all of the other doctrines. It seems to me that we are still battling it out with regard to Scripture, and as long as we differ on its nature, debate will go on.

Third, intellectual humility. I have been fortunate enough to have had a prof this semester who is very intellectually humble. He is not wishy washy in what he believes, but he is a willing listener, and gracious in discussion. He has been teaching for a long time, and he knows a whole lot more than his students, but he does not hold his knowledge with pride or arrogance. I've always felt like learning should make us feel grateful, and I've been grateful this semester.

I'm looking forward to next semester already. My texboooks for Moral Theology are on their way, and I'll be taking the second half of the theology course. Hopefully, I'll have less eventual trips to school.

Tuesday
Dec132016

Train Up Female Seminary Professors

My son graduated from the institution where I am currently attending seminary. He received his Bachelor of Church Music from Heritage. He still has friends at the school, and some of them are young ladies who have an interest in seminary education, too. I am hopeful that more young women are taking time for theological education. Heaven knows they may or may not receive it in their local churches beyond what it takes to run a successful pot luck. I am fortunate that my church does indeed promote the study of Scripture for the women of the congregation, but I would also say that I have been met with various levels of surprise right down to confusion as to why on earth I might need (or want) a seminary education.

Last week, we had a lunch following chapel for the seminary students. We have one every Thursday, usually made up of a simple but tasty fare of soup, crackers, and fresh rolls. Last week, there was a Christmas theme with hot turkey sandwiches and yummy salads. It was a really nice end to the day, and I sat a table with other women, one whom who is the director of the Women in Ministry program. She is one of a very short list of female professors at the seminary level. This past semester, Carolyn Weber was a guest teacher. We do have a female counselor at the school, but it is a small school, and a small faculty means it's less likely that a woman will be a professor.

I have watched the young men in my classes look to the faculty for mentoring and guidance. That is what is meant to happen. The men in our faculty are not just academics. They have the goal of guiding and shepherding the young men in their future pursuits. Some have been in pastoral roles themselves. Last Thursday, Dr. Baxter gave a fantastic message about the Incarnation. That man is a preacher. I can see why young men who desire to minister look to these men for guidance. They have experience and knowledge.

I am hopeful that there will be more women to guide and shepherd female seminary students. We need to be encouraged not just in how we conduct ourselves as women or be given advice on how to minister to women. We need encouragement in our academic pursuits, too. Is it assumed that every women who goes to seminary will simply return to her church to teach women? Perhaps she will have a different role. Perhaps she will go into writing and publishing. Perhaps she will go on to get a doctorate. My daughter is currently in her fifth year of a PhD; it is a marathon, and it can get tiresome and tedious. She has female professors and colleagues who can encourage her. Our co-ordinator of women's ministry is very encouraging, and I enjoyed sitting with her last Thursday. She is incredibly supportive. But she is doing a doctorate herself, and she is only one woman.

I hope that some of the young women who are now beginning seminary will have support in their goals. I have noticed that if a young woman is doing higher education in nursing or counseling, there is lots of support because she is seen as doing something "practical." And yet, there are women who desire to think deeply. If she's not seen as having something tangible to show for her years at school, the support isn't quite as automatic. I'm fortunate in that my husband, my family, and my closest friends are very supportive. I don't know if that's the case for every young lady, but for the ones that I know, they certainly have my support and prayers.